This entire time I was convincing myself that I had to let go because it would never happen and that I was most likely making it up in my head. But then on Christmas day (just like some miracle), he messages me and my mind is now lost in translation.
When I read it, I teared up. I didn’t think a stupid short message would get me to cry. I was so happy when he wrote that because he has never done that before. Plus, it was so random and I don’t think he did that to anyone else (not that I know of).
I am now back at square one.
I hope everyone is accompanied with joy and love on Christmas day.
This morning, I was walking towards the subway when a jogger started running towards me then grabbed my arm. I was calm because I was contemplating on whether to punch him in the face or scream…
Turns out he was my boss and he was laughing so hard.
What a start to a day…
As I was counting down the hours until they landed, I was scrambling to cook and clean the place. It really did seem like forever but they came home 😀
I am so happy they are home…except it still feels strange.
Today’s a hectic day full of things to do such as:
- Buy pastries
- Drop off forms to dentist
- meet Justine and buy a sweater for Emma’s Ugly Sweater Party (11)
- Photoshoot with Michael (12ish)
- Send an email to Buffalo Centre
- Meet people at Rails at 9pm
Oh man…Tuesday, here I come!
Where did the days go? It’s already Day Six of Seven. I am in love with living alone.
Why is this post a day late? Well, I have to say that I was in a ditch last night. Not a literal ditch, just a mind ditch which in my opinion is worse. I would have rather been in a real ditch…
I saw the person I was trying to get past–twice and when I see him I see the hopelessness between us. It’s really quite pathetic but I can’t help that he is so adorable now can I? Haha, okay, no excuses anymore. I will get over him. And as I was all frazzled over the fact that we never got to talk, I saw Theo’s ex. And she definitely saw me. I’m not sure if she recognized me and I didn’t want to ask so I sat there while she was obnoxiously loud with all her friends. She glanced at me a couple of times and then she whispered to her friend so I’m almost certain she, somehow, recognized me. I was just feeling really down after that and to top things off I sat alone in a pizza restaurant. Now, when I saw alone, I don’t mean I was eating by myself. I meant in the entire restaurant, I was the only one in it. Yes, I felt sad, alone and really cold.
Kelly eventually came by and we watched Sixteen Candles together (which was uh-mazing!) and drank a shot of this strawberry flavoured liquor. I felt so loved in that moment, I can’t describe it. All I know is that I felt a lot better afterwards.
A Walk to Remember made my evening and then I passed out.
I woke up this morning feeling groggy from a mourning hangover. But I feel a lot better now and my cheeks are rosy from the cold : )
I think today will be a better day.
This will be a very short post due to my human anatomy exam tomorrow. I’m studying and trying hard to not fall asleep! Argh, but the good news is…I don’t feel family-sick anymore 🙂
I feel great–just exhausted. Ciao bella!
I saw him but I didn’t wait for him.
I refuse to wait for anyone but those who I know and love.
As they say, “there are plenty of fish in the sea.”