I got around to cleaning my room today. It feels so much better now that I’ve thrown away a lot of useless shit. Being a sentimental person can impact your life that way; sometimes, you find your life becomes too cluttered and it is overwhelming.
I’m glad the new year is coming soon though. I would like this new start to be beautiful and I want to work on myself a lot more because I realized I’ve been slacking as a sister, a friend and a daughter. I’m more selfish than I ever was before and I need to change it before it fucks me over. I have faith that I can change for the better though…I have to. It’s for my own good and for those who I love.
My fingers are numb, my mind is slow and my heart aches in confusion.
I am keeping myself busy to prevent myself from thinking of you.