more active here!

I may have to delete this blog. I hardly post on this blog anymore.

I am still very active on my Tumblr though. Through that, you may find two other links.

I don’t think I have the strength to let go yet.

The tears I cried last night meant nothing
It’s as if I Friday night never happened because I’m getting sucked into his ways.

Once again.

I don’t think I have the strength to let go yet.

The tears I cried last night meant nothing
It’s as if I Friday night never happened because I’m getting sucked into his ways.

Once again.

I am not sure of how to keep up with this anymore so I am leaving this blogging world for a while.

sweet misery

I am so happy you are messaging me.

However, I don’t know you well enough to be able to comfortably read you and know your true intentions.

I got around to cleaning my room today.  It feels so much better now that I’ve thrown away a lot of useless shit. Being a sentimental person can impact your life that way; sometimes, you find your life becomes too cluttered and it is overwhelming.

I’m glad the new year is coming soon though.  I would like this new start to be beautiful and I want to work on myself a lot more because I realized I’ve been slacking as a sister, a friend and a daughter.  I’m more selfish than I ever was before and I need to change it before it fucks me over. I have faith that I can change for the better though…I have to. It’s for my own good and for those who I love.

My fingers are numb, my mind is slow and my heart aches in confusion.
I am keeping myself busy to prevent myself from thinking of you.